Our Drama Group n "All Home Prosperity"

Finally... yesterday was d last day gathering 2gether 2 practice our drama... 2day, v`ll rest n make d last preparation 4 d drama...

After having a limited time practicing tis drama wit different stage... 2 me, they r all very great n professional! Sugui ne!^^

家杰哥，慧君姐，美仪姐，美婵姐，阿哲，碧华，碧玉，采宜，采虹，妍雯，翔翔 n 家晃... TQ 2 u all!!! U all r d best!!! Last but not least, i oso like 2 thank 2 guys--Jeremiah(汉霖) n Eric(文汉) tat stay in KL n willing 2 participate in tis drama without any practice yet... :-P

N thx 2 Ps. Calvin, Ps. Linda n Ps. Choy Leng tat helped a lot in tis drama...

On d 30 August, v`ll hav a full rehearsal regarding 2wards d celebration on tat night in d afternoon n will present our drama at tat night... Hah... quite nervous n excited coz tat`s d day v represent our church 2 go 2 KL 2 perform our drama!!!

May God bless u all n thx again!!! Kambateh ne!!!^^

Holidays hav come...

Yeah......!!! Finally, d one`week school holiday started le... Although still hav 2 concentrate on d drama coz still ONE WEEK time b4 d performance, but still, i can fully concentrate on d drama d whole week le... Hehehe...

Last Saturday, my frens--Ernest n Derreck came back from Jerentut, Pahang n stay one night wit Joel n me... Well, since both of my parents hav gone back 2 Penang, v play computer games n PSP 4 d whole night... SYOK!!! but of course, it`s very tiring n exhausting...

Finally, d drama is permitted by Ps. Linda i oso think tat it`s really better den mine... Thx guys...^^ N 2day, i`ll go 2 KL 2 checkout d stage v`ll b presenting our drama coz i`v saw d stage plan n some photoes... I`m really amazed... N i purposely go there just 2 make sure d drama can run smoothly tat day coz there r no rehearsel b4 d performance except once v all hav a full rehearsel tat can`t make changes or stop d dram if there`s a problem coz they wan 2 count d time used in d whole programme on tat day... Hmmm...

but anyway, i`m still bz n didn`t touch any books yet although d trial test is just around d corner... Quite pressure n nervous... Haiz...^^

Kampateh!!! ADD OIL!!! 加油!!! BERUSAHA LAGI!!! Y(^.^)Y

越来越多事情发生了...

好不容易挨过了钢琴考试，又要专注在音乐剧的工作上了... 呵呵...有时常别人说“你好忙喔...”“大忙人...！”或其他的... 结果尤其是最近，都觉得有点透不过气来... 我知道我是能继续下去的，但好像感觉上... 由于太多事务要完成而变得有点懒惰了... 嘻嘻嘻...

昨天也是差不多忙碌了一整天... 从早到旁晚，都忙着音乐剧的大小事务... 因为昨天是 Ps. Linda as d performance commitee member 来教会考察我们的音乐剧... 这件事让我感到蛮紧张的，因为这段时间所预备的一切都要被“打分”了，或说得不好听一点就是被批评咯(当然也不至于酱夸张啦)... 哈哈...^^

不过说真的，这次的 task 也蛮考我一下的... 整个音乐剧的 duration 只有大约十分钟左右，而且那个台又超宽的... (嗳，能容纳以前人的礼堂耶!) WALAU A...! 好象是第一次遇到酱的东东，而且还是要去到 KL 表演，而且还是马来西亚信义会里北教区的唯一一个节目... 有点身负重任的压力，哈哈...^^

虽然以我的立场来说，我是不会妥协去继续下去的... 不过始终都只是我自己一个人的感受，不能随便发牢骚或罢工吧... 但我的神经特别大条，所以唯有还是静下来想办法咯... 虽然我承认我有点想哭的感觉，但也没哭出来... 毕竟呕心沥血的作品虽然不至于被说到一文不值，但多多少少也会有一股失望的挫折感... 说起来，我也好久没哭了... 有点想念哭泣的释放与感觉... 你可以笑我酱一个男生还想哭泣，但我想我只会对着你傻笑吧...^^

不论怎样，d show must go on... 呼... sakit kepala again coz need 2 do some arrangements about d drama... 过后，国庆日完毕后就是 STPM trial exam 了... Aaarrrgggg...!!! "Wa jin jia si beh tahan la...!!!"

Ps: tis is just some of my sharing... 我也只是想发泄一下罢了啦...^^

我在这里也要谢谢全体演员兼工作人员... 他们有家杰哥、 慧君姐、 美仪姐、美蝉姐、阿哲、 碧华、碧玉、采宜、采虹、妍雯、翔翔、家晃、汉霖和 Eric... God bless n Kampate neh!!!^^

Back to school life

After skipping a few days from class... Finally... I still hav 2 return 2 my school life after d practice n d exam... Haiz...

Kind of boring d whole day... Just "old vegetable", Sis. Shirley/ Lisa n me accompanying each other in d class... d others like pig god, kailan, ah bao n Edward r all skipping from school... Orz```...

D environment d weather is quite stuffy n 焗 especially in our class... U can feel d heat surrounds u making u feel uncomfortable... Wat a hot day especially 4 a big size guy like me...^^

Well... although a few teachers "teaching wit oni their mouth" or can b said as "讲"课 tat really just read out all d notes or information tat was printed in d text book... Gosh, if teaching is soooo easy n no other things 2 do except read out from text books, i rally prefer studying at home by myself...

Do anyone went 2 a school tat need 2 do "senang diri"..."rehatkan diri"..."sedia"... there must b sound prodeced when u step ur foot onto d ground n so on b4 v d national, state n school song can b played? Well, welcome 2 SMK Menglembu... Yesterday i just found out tat our school was "adopted" by police authorities n police officers from now on will often come 2 school 2 hav a look or control towards d discipline problem in d school... OMG!!!

I noe tat d discipline problems often occurred in d school since my school isn`t any famous school n there r a lot of gangster or samseng in d school, but pls la... Hey, police officers controlling or giving judgement/punishment towards discipline problems or even later, mayb patrolling in d school compound 2 "维持次序" lol... Man, it`s sure cool enough when i tell my other frenz about tis but it`s kind of hard accepting wat d decisions d school authorities hav made 2 make our school bcome a "better" school... N some more, whenever there`s a meeting between teachers or PKs or HM, oni HM do d talking all d way until d meeting ended... Just think about it...

I noe tat when u`r on top of everyone else is very very "syok" tat everyone has 2 hear ur command, but as a leader like tat... 呸!!! A very weak selfish leader oni doing one man show/talking n trying 2 make d school bcoming a "better" school n get a reward of managing d school as GOOD as he can...

How can i stay in a school like THAT......? i dunno... quite regret tat i take my form 6 in my old school tat looks "keep going better"... Haiz...... Luckily i just still need 2 wait 4 a few months 2 free from tis school... Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.................!!!!!!!!!!

I`d like 2 say sorry 2 everyone who read tis blog... well i try my best not 2 use foul words but still i hav 2 speak out my anger n stress, it won`t help or change anything though...

Well, cheer up...^^
Even though u`r in a very very bad or even worse situation... I`m sure GOD will b wit u just like He always do...

God bless!!!^.^

After d BIG EGO...

Well... 2day is d judgement day 4 my piano life...

Hmm... D guy stand next 2 me is my examiner, Mr. McBernie... His d ex-Chief Examiner... Wow... i never thought about tat, u noe... But i can tell u tat his`s a very very nice guy...

To me... My playing 2day can b concluded =>>very very sucks... Nervous all d time n often breakdown coz cannot concentrate well...

Haiz... still bother about wat had happened 2 years ago... i wonder... whether am i d one who coz my father 2 suffer from heart attack(Although it`s just a minor one...) after hearing my shocking result... i remembered tat when i told him about d result i get, his face was very very disappointed... i understand tat coz i failed d DipLCM exam just bcoz of losing 3 POINTS!!!

I hav 2 clearify tat won`t blame anyone 4 d previous or this exam coz it`s my life... N i hav full responsibility taking good care of my own life...

Although i can estimate tat my result won`t b very good... Buty i`m still looking forward towards wat i`v achieve in tis exam... After tis, i`ll oso being bz about d drama tat should b performed on 30 August... Another BIG EGO is coming... Tat`s wat i`m trying 2 say...

Hope tat i`ll bcome thinner after tat... Hahahahaha!!!^^
Cheers... God bless...

Bz weekends...

Well, i can say tat d bziest days in a week r Saturday n Sunday... fully booked except Sunday night... i now realize about d activities i hav in weekends... =.=```...

Hmmm... although it`s exhausting but 2 me, it`s worth it...^^

These few weeks, everybody is bz preparing a musical drama presented by d youth members n some "曾经年轻" youth members in my church... Hahaha, dun beat me o... ^o^

30 August 2009...

Another very important day... tat`s d day 4 all of us 2 present d drama... well honestly, tis is d 1st time 4 us presenting musical drama with some dancing(not include normal drama lah...)... i admit tat there r a lot of problem occured, including a "曾经年轻" member who always 脚抽筋(Hehehehe :-P)... not enough time since v can oni practise at weekends wit limited time n lots more... So i understand tat lots of problem occured... Haiz... sakit kepala......

But thank God tat after a trial of playing d whole drama, d result is quite good. I admit tat i`m some kind of perfectionist n always do something using my own way, in spite of criticizing d disadvantage or something tat didn`t reach my own standard, they really really done a very very good job after all d hard work v`v gone through...

THANK YOU very very muchie!!!!!!^^

Add oil until d drama or d real big ego ended!!! Kampateh neh!!!

i`m sure GOD will b wit us n bless us!!!

7 Aug 2009...

It`s just another day... Skipping school n go 2 studio n practise... Kind of boring practising piano from morning 2 afternoon... Well... I hav my lunch at kfc n after tat i played a few driving games which hav 2 put tokens into 2 machine... b4 tat, my head is aching but after playing d games n relax... i`m extremely fine edi... haha...^^

when i went back 2 studio, i started my practise again n again... den when tek yi reached there, i started 2 play his phone... lol... quite disappointed 2wards myself... haiz... =.=```...

N finally, i went 2 k-kai wit my mum n bro... their eating look is quite funny... Hahaha... but d cost is really really very cheap there... well, exclude d ingredients tat didn`t exist there n poor service or something else... i`m very satisfy about d meal 2night... Hehehehehehe...^.^

until now... quite sleepy n exhausted but a little bit dun wan 2 sleep... N i hav 2 teach music n continue 2 pratise piano 2morrow early morning... sometimes, i felt quite hesitated about teaching n teaching although i like it very much... hahaha...

my LIFE... haiz......^^

D judgement day......

12 of August... Morning around 11 something... At Joyous Music Centre 1st floor...

Tat day is my judgement day... Arrrgggghhh......!!! It`s d time i hav 2 sit my ALCM exam... Since i`v gone through once failure 2 years ago, i hav lots of worries... Can i pass d exam? am i ready 4 tis? Wat should i do? Y my playing is stilllllll sucks? Is my preparation enough 4 tis coming soon big ego?

a lot of question n pressure from myself although my parents or teachers didn`t giv me pressure... But i can call back my memory when i told my dad about my failed result in DipLCM at tat time... Well, tis is kind of painful 2me oso... I`v failed... I`v failed in my most loved, most confident music...

N now, tis is another opportunity... Hmm... Can i do it?

I really dunno...............................................................