まだ一ヶ月ぐらい残ってるか…

時間は本当に速い物だなぁ～

本当に矢のように、ただ一瞬間で、もう一年半がすぎちゃって…

今からクラスが終了のはただ一ヶ月ぐらい残ってるんだ。

友達みんなはそれぞれの夢を向かって、最後まで頑張って勉強してる一方、俺は卒業したらどうするって考えざるを得なくなってきた。

たぶん、君は、まだ早いのだって言うかも…

だが、俺はもし今からよく考えないと、本当に卒業したら俺はどうだろうか。まさかその時から次の進路を考え始めるのだろう～

まぁ～　俺は神様に信じてるけど、時には自分で選択をしなきゃね…

どうすれば良いかなぁ…　ちょっと困るけど…

はは～＾＾

时间...

说真的... 转眼间，新的一年就从我们身旁悄悄地溜走了，而我们剩下的就只有那些回忆和我们的奋斗“屎”跟经历... 真的好快好快，2011年就到了尾声， 2012年正一步一步的向我们迈进... 看回我上一篇的东东，至少对我来说，时间真的是快得有点恐怖啊～

其实... 也没什么特别感触的事情想去写的... 而且最近都很懒惰... 而且为功课呀升学一大堆的烦恼之类的～XD 可能只是想说真的太久没写东西了，所以就至少update一下罢了吧～ 哈哈...

怎样都好，祝各位好好的去珍惜每一件周围所发生的事情... 即使是一件不好的事情，也不代表说它永远是你的绊脚石～ 因为塞翁失马，真的焉知非福... 当我们以另一个角度来看东西的时候，可能真的会领受到一些的东西也不一定～^。^

Celebrating Mother`s Day Without Mom`s Around...

As we all know, last Sunday is Mother`s Day... Pig Weng, Kailan, Jeremiah and me went to 1Utama cause Pig Weng need to submit a vacancy form and wait for them to call him for interview... Actually we expected that on the spot, he can go for interview already cause he`s well prepared on that day... So finally, we wonder around some part of 1U and went meet Pug Weng`s mom at a steamboat shop including Pig Weng`s sister, his mom`s friends and workers and have dinner together...

Well, maybe is because of seeing both Pig Weng and his sister often take some food for their mom since she`s always letting other people to take the food first... Maybe to you is a normal thing, but to me, it`s full of love and caring and thanksgiving hidden inside their action... And the other thing is, in the morning, I`ve joined the Bangsar Chinese worship and Pastor Naomi give us a time to think about the things our parents have done for us that make us can hardly forget about it after she had preached about Moses mother... Well, I had a hard feeling while being there hearing the message and think about my parents... And My tears just silently fall down......

Back to the steamboat shop, we ate until around 9pm and we go to Pig Weng`s mom`s massage shop and rest at there... I don`t know how long we`ve been there resting at the shop but all I know is, I kept thinking about my parents and I kept silence almost the whole time there... My parents` marriage time is quite late... So my father had reached 58, a retire age for the government workers and after 6 years, my mom will be really retire from her job...

Sometimes, I just wondering that maybe I should stay around them as long as possible cause I`m just afraid that I, myself can`t have enough time to accompany them when they needed me cause I know deeply that my dad`s health condition is becoming worse and worse sometimes; and my mom, although she always live a healthy life but doesn`t mean that she`ll be strong enough to take care of herself and my dad... Maybe you`ll said that I`m like a person that putting curse towards my parents or a person that worries too much... But I can only tell you that, one of my thoughts or philosophy that I have is, I rather stay beside my parents than going out working like a jerk and just giving back part of their salary in stead of accompaniment...

I`m sorry if I offended you... Very sorry... I`m not criticising that working to earn more money is not a good thing after all, but to me, I just prefer staying in Ipoh... Staying beside them... And if something happened and I don`t have enough money, then I can say that this is the time to prove that putting your trust unto God and God will make a way with His will and preparation for anyone who trusts Him...

Have a nice day and as usual, God bless!!!^^

2 weeks have gone......

From 19th or April until now, 3rd of May, more than 2 weeks I`ve been in KL... Quite kinda like uncomfortable compare to Ipoh... Haha...XD

My school is in d Japan Club of KL called Institut Bahasa Teikyo, located near Mid Valley (Just 5 mins walking)... And me and my course mate and now is my room mate as well stay near our school (Just 5 mins walking also)... Around here, there`r only 2 chinese stalls tat sell uneatable food, 2 mamak stalls mayb eatable but quite expensive cause I once ordered a packet of 100 plus and it costs RM 2... LOl... Maybe you`ll say that it`s a normal thing in KL but to me, I can buy a simple but eatable even full enough breakfast with this 2 Ringgit.... Haha^^

So, because of this situation, me and my room mate always go Mid Valley to settle our dinner and buy our next day breakfast just like going to a convenient stall...XD When the time reaches 7pm or 8pm, all the bentos and some food that was being sold inside Jusco will have a 30%-40% and soemtimes 50% for happy hour around 9pm and weekends... So at that time, we`ll buy one for our dinner and one for our breakfast from there almost everyday... From around RM 1.20-Rm6.55(discounted price) for you to choose from bentos including Japanese food to nasi lemak to fried chicken to fried noodles to croquette etc...^^

As everyday have to wake up at around 7.30am and start prepare breakfast even ourselves without parents around us not like the others who lives in KL with their parents and send them to school evryday or dome of them drive to school, our breakfast has to be quick prepared including prepare ourselves and starts class on 8.50am to around 5.10pm~5.30pm... And after a short revision and doing homework, then go Mid Valley again for dinner... And that`s our lives... Haha><...

So, 2 weeks has gone just a blink of eyes and I`ve learnt a lot Japanese language things but quite pressure sometimes... Haha... My mom and my dad often sms or call me at night with encouraging words or sms and they always quite concern about my lifestyle here... Thanks to them very very much...^^ Well, sorry if you think that although I`m 20 but I`m still being looked like a child but the fact is, I`m the kind of guy that loves home feeling very much or can say 粘家 fella... When I`m still in Menglembu,Ipoh, everytime no matter how late I go out with my friends, I normally will go back to my own house even sometimes have to gone through the night with my friends but as long as I`m at my own house, I`ll always feel home sweet home... And although I just came back from Ipoh yesterday, I started to miss my home and my family again already... Hehe^^

So, temporary, that`s all I want to share about my life these few weeks... Hope you`re going through your life as smooth as possible...^^

さよなら and God Bless!!!^^

Bye...

Bye to Ipoh...
Bye to everyone in Ipoh...
Bye to my frens, family, my church youths, church members etc...
Bye to Menglembu n Ipoh...

Going to KL after a few hours from now... Without bringing a laptop but luckily my phone can use wifi... Hehe... XD

So temporary, mayb there`s some time tat i won`t b around on d "web" or didn`t update my status de le... So if u hav any emergency or mayb free at night u wanna find me, den u hav to contact me by using phone de le... I`ll try my best to reply u if i noe who u r n if my phone hav credit lah...XP

So... Bye to everyone or everything... Bye~~ White Trousers... Sorry tat i`m a coward tat dun hav d courage to stand in front of u... Hope u dun mind... =)

I`ll b study a Japan pre-u course at Teikyo, located at Japan Club of KL near Mid Valley tat starts on 19th April, tis coming Monday... 5 days a week of class from 8.50am-5.30pm... Quite exhausting, like study secondary school again... Haiz =.=```...

On Saturday, sooner or later will teach music in KL n Sunday, hav to go Luther Centre at SS 14, Asia Jaya there for morning service den go Klang to teach a group of church youths tat`r new to music, Jeremiah`s church youths... So it`s not free weekends either when all these things is being on... Haha...><```

So God bless to alll of u n hav a good day!!!^.^

Finally...

Finally...

I`v paid my 1st month fee... I`v submit my documents tat required to get myself into d course except 12 copies of passport size photos... N my information or admission form is passed to Raymond, one of d teacher a.k.a. one of d agent of d institute as well...

Well, i`m in n now is finding a place to stay although Raymond said tat he got a house tat available to rent it out but it`s at Subang... it`s almost 1 hour duration of travelling from d house 2 my institute, near Mid Valley(including an approximated traffic jam duration)... Well, if anyone hav any recommended place tat`s even nearer or more convenient tat can travel to my institute or somewhere else, u can giv some opinion...^^

So i probably will go 2 KL in April... So i`m in my halfway preparing my stuffs n hope u r too...
God bless n kambateh!!!^^

Going To KL Tis April...

Regarding 2 wat i got for my obviously sucks STPM result, i`v decided 2 go 4 d Japan pre-u course tat available at d Japan Club in KL... An 1 n a half year course tat costs around RM 20,000 makes me feel kinda like i`m going 2 study Form 6 again.... Y? D course`s time starts from 8.50am to around 5.30pm from Monday 2 Friday... Or can b said as even worse or even longer time of study compare 2 previous studies... Haha^^

Looks like... I`v 2 start a brand new life in a new place wit new environment n frens n of course, a lot of my old frens etc... Kinda miss wat i`v been through these few years in Menglembu... Learn a lot, noe a lot... Sometimes just hard 2 let go something tat u really dun wan 2 let go even if eventually u hav 2...

I`m not d kind of person tat just always stepping on d ground without going forward but sometimes, it`s just hard 2 simply put away all d things here n go KL... At least i`m not tat kind of person tat can b so 潇洒 n just putting away something tat u`v been through a lot although u hav 2 do it sooner or later...

If i`m not mistaken, i actually can go 4 an audition at UM n study there by using my Diploma cert but... hard to say... Just wanna hav a brand new environment n experience 4 my life... i think tat`s y i chose tis course... I`m not an adventurous person n seldom risk something coz everything to me is very important, hard to let go~><

But finally, i still hav to b responsible 4 wat i`v chosen... Honestly, it`s very hard to just kinda ignore wat u`v being in such as d students at music centre... Church stuff n a lot... Family... But mayb, when i`m back, it`ll bcome better den b4 ... Who noes...?

So... I`m here to say an early goodbye 1st although i`m going oni in April... Haha^^
God bless 2 everyone ya!!!^^

A Coincidence or A God`s Plan...?

Well, I remembered on tat day, although forgotten which day edi but u never expect going through an unexpected incidence...

One same normal boring noon, i sat in front of d laptop watching movies... My mom came back from somewhere n tell me to fetch her to Great Eastern HQ located in Green town 2 withdraw my bro n my premium from avoiding paying another full year of money...

So i drove her to d destination n after tat i took her to Syuen Hotel 2 hav a RM 10.99 buffet lunch there... When finding a place in d car park, i saw a lot of ppl tat take a lot of stuff for d use of education fair or something... Finally, it`s confirmed there`s a edu fair...

So v hav d cozy lunch n head to d edu fair... Eventually, it`s organized by 升学情报 n quite a lot universities n colleges available there 2 promote their advantages n there`s talks regarding choosing suitable courses n so on, i think...

So v hav a look at d fair n very unexpectedly, i met wit one of my best frens when i`m still in Butterworh--Joshua, a good fren tat v studied in d same class in primary school for d whole 6 years n his num is 97007 n mine is 97008... Joined school band together n learn drum together n so on... Although v bcame not as close as b4 when v go 2 d same secondary school n even worse when i moved to Menglembu... i remembered tat v`r less thing to talk edi when v met again...

But i really met him helping his church member promoting d Japan pre-u course... So i took some information about d course n hav a long chat wit them... n my mom n i oso met my bro too...^^

So... Wat do u think it is? A coincidence or a God`s arrangement? i`m quite sure about studying d Japan pre-u course after hearing d advabtages available although i havn`t make an end of my choice... But still, may God bless u n me!^^

A long long can b considered as holiday...

Well, except Friday hav to help my teacher to teach music in Kampar n Saturday hav to teach at Joyous, Sunday go to church, d other days r kinda holidays for me... Everyday wake up at around 10 or 11 am, hav brunch or lunch by skipping my breakfast, den will stay at home all d time if there`s no invitation or some stuff for me to do...

Staying at home watching movies or dramas tat i havn`t finish watching for a few hours until my dad always commands me to stop... Or just sit on d sofa doing nth or just reading newspapers etc... Just bzing 无所事事... But of course hav to help mom to do house work la...

Finding another job? Erm... If there`s a job tat can oni lettign me to work for Monday to Thursday in d morning to afternoon session... At night, can de... bcome waiter like i used to b when i finished my SPM at Yeolde English... Actually, i`m quite satisfy about my music teacher job tat oni need to work 2 days n wit a satisfied salary(at least for me)...^^ Well, i`m not a person tat likes to risk a lot of things all d time but sometimes stick to d status-quot, sometimes like to do some moderately wild stuff... i noe tat i`m a person who`ld satisfy about wat he has in his life by just letting it staying on it`s present condition without a lot improvements...

Do u ever realize tat sometimes when u`r too persist of a good characteristic or some good moral values, u`ll find tat there`s some time tat u wanna just let it go just for a moment or permanently n just pamper urself doing something tat will make u looked like a different person...? Well, like me, i noe tat i`m a quite disciplined person since i`m still a kid studying in primary school... After some time like now, i found tat i`m quite tired of being disciplined, tat`s y i can sit in front of d laptop n watch dramas n movies for a few hour non-stop... I`m not trying not to b a disciplined person but sometimes, how to say... u just wanna do something different of contras wit ur actual attitude or characteristic...

Sooner or later, when i`m going to face a new study life, den i`m back... To me, kinda like a robot life--Get up early in d morning... Prepare for school... Study~Study~Study~... back home n homework etc... Doing almost d same all d time although it`s not 7 days a week la... Den it`s a new study life... Hahaha^^

I noe tis`s a training by God b4 u receive ur actual duty tat God prepare for u n can b said as ur purpose to live in tis world... I always remind myself about although God giv u a specific job in tis world, dun b sooo proud n try to b humble coz He can take away wat u shoukd do n wat u got just by breath in n out n giv it to someone else coz d world is sooo huge tat not oni u r d hero...

So no matter u`r enjoying ur long holiday or bzing wit ur job during d holiday... Enjoy ya... God bless!^^

D End of 2009 n A Brand New 2010...

Well, still remains 3 days(not including 2day) b4 stepping into a brand new year-- 2010... Finally, becoming older den b4 edi... Haha^^


Secondary school life was ended n it won`t b coming again to my life... A new life is reaching, approaching me n my frens-- a college/university life, a working life or mayb... a marriage life etc. Dunno... When ur secondary school life is reaching an end, u hav to prepare ur heart n urself to face a new lifestyle wit new frens, new academics syllabus, a working lifestyle, soulmates or bf/gf etc...

Haha...
Not to say "long gas" thing, but let`s hav our heart ready to face another breand new year... If i`v done something wrong accidentally without purpose n i never realize or purposely, i`m here to say sorry...^^

A new year, a new feeling!!! God bless!!!^^