D End of 2009 n A Brand New 2010...

Well, still remains 3 days(not including 2day) b4 stepping into a brand new year-- 2010... Finally, becoming older den b4 edi... Haha^^


Secondary school life was ended n it won`t b coming again to my life... A new life is reaching, approaching me n my frens-- a college/university life, a working life or mayb... a marriage life etc. Dunno... When ur secondary school life is reaching an end, u hav to prepare ur heart n urself to face a new lifestyle wit new frens, new academics syllabus, a working lifestyle, soulmates or bf/gf etc...

Haha...
Not to say "long gas" thing, but let`s hav our heart ready to face another breand new year... If i`v done something wrong accidentally without purpose n i never realize or purposely, i`m here to say sorry...^^

A new year, a new feeling!!! God bless!!!^^

D 4th day/ D last day in KL...

On d last day, pig god wanna come over to KL n settle something wit Jeremiah n other things else... So v meet at Times Square n hav our brunch at BBQ Plaza, a Thai style BBQ steamboat...^^

I took some pics describing d steamboat wit b4 n after... D garlic rice there is 1 of my favourite!^^

On d other hand, a girl wit Santa Claus clothing stand outside d stall 2 attract ppl 2 dine-in... Every time when there`s customer coming in, they`ll cried out "Savatikah", n 4 of us oso cried out "savatikah"... Haha^^

Well, d Santa girl is quite... how to say... looked like very weak n soft person coz she nearly shout out n not just cried it out no matter when she wear glasses or not(She looks a bit fierce when she took off her specs)... So... v 4 boys "help" her to say it loud, n Jeremiah is quite crazy not about d girl but almost all of us like shouting... Hahaha^^

So v finished chatting n go around Times Square to buy some present(Jeremiah n pig god oni) for someone... N after going around a few floors, v went back to Klang n b4 tat, Jeremiah sent pig god to his mom`s shop located in Puchong opposite Tesco, Puchong...

N finally, v hav our dinner at d Bak Kut Teh shop in Klang again n started our journey back to Menglembu......

3rd Day in KL...

On d 3rd day, v finally hav a chance to hav a lunch at Shogun(将军) Japanese Buffet located in 1 U... It costs RM 43 per person wit variety of Japanese, Chinese, Western, Korean n other food which reaches around 100 types of food n beverage there... N luckily v met wit it`s openning anniversary n get a 25% discount, meaning 4 person wit 3 person`s money tat v need to pay... Hahahahahaha!!! Cheap until burst ah!!!^^

So v hav a great brunch there from 1 something until 3 something... tasting almost all of d food n drinks... Although it`s not as good as b4 but still, it`s worthy 2 hav it as a 3 in1 meal-- breakfast, lunch n dinner... v didn`t eat after d buffet except a small supper wit my parents` frens... Hehe^^

I took some photos at d restaurant n a beautiful christmas decoration in 1U^^

After tat, v head 2 Selayang, where my grandma staying wit my youngest uncle n his family... V departed there n stay there for a few hours chatting n visit my grandma n uncle`s family... After some time, my bro ni felt bored n went to Selayang Mall located not more den 1km from our uncle`s house...

Since v`r more interesting in playing bowling rather den wondering around d mall, so I played 2 games n my bro played 3 games...

After tat, v went back to uncle`s house to meet my parents` another frens n v chat at Ipoh Old Town, Selayang... Finally, go back to Klang n sleep^^

D 2nd Day in KL...

On d 2nd day, v checked out from Luther Centre coz wanna stay in my parents` fren, Anut Christina`s house v visited yesterday... But b4 tat, v go to Cheras n visit my parents` frens a.k.a my frens, coz my parents knew them for a long long time n their children, my bro n I, d next generation oso knew each other a long time ago... Now, d eldest son r studying Contemporary Music in Sedayah(UCSI). Haha!!! 1 of my choice^^

So v went to their house 1st n hav our brunch, den v go straight on to Sedayah to pay a visit to Sedayah to hav a look on it`s music faculty wit practise room, band room, hall n so on... Wah... All d facilities there r quite good but... Expensive... Haha^^

After tat, v went back to their house n spent d whole afternoon there chatting, resting... N in d evening, v waved goodbye to them n went to my parents` another fren`s house who lives in Kajang... She is, can b said my mom`s 契妹 when my mom is teaching in Klang for a period of time... So v hav our dinner 2gether n chat...

Finally, v went back to Klang n slept... B4 tat, i took a picture of a cutie pig... Hehe^^

1st day in KL...

Well, my family n i started our journey at around 9 something n finally, d I GOT A CHANCE 2 DRIVE MY DAD`S PERSONA 1131 from Tapah R&R to PJ SS 14... Hahahahahahahahaha!!!^^

Den v hav a christmas lunch wit our Lutheran Church Bishop, n stay a night at d Luther Centre for 1 night...

In d evening, v visited an old old fren of my parents in Berkeley, Klang... N hav a big big claypot of real Klang "Bak Kut Teh" as d picture showed on d left, a 5 person "Bak Kut Teh" in a big big claypot tat`s bigger den a normal big pot... BUT d most "geng" place is u can oni add d soup once tat`s oni a "big" bowl of additional soup tat sizes d smallest bowl tat u can imagine, just a small volume of d soup just like a bottle of Brand`s chicken essence... Tat`s y sometimes some of d Klang residents called it "Bak Kut Teh Essence"... =.=```

N after chatting n d big meal, v head back n SLEEP!!! Hehe^^

Wat should i take...?

A lot of ppl will normally ask someone especially when he just finished his STPM or SPM--"Wat`s ur plan after tis/going to take wat courses after ur exam..." or something else all about ur future, future n future...

Erm... kinda annoying n making me a little bit frustrated... Haha, sorry guys... Although i noe tat sometimes it`s d most suitable n can b said as d best conversation especially when u`r talking wit "after-examinees", but when tooo many ppl ask u about it, i think u`ll feel as same as me... I`m not tat emotional or hate it but more or less, a little bit bored la... Haha...

So today, i went to an education fair where a lot of foreign countries universities like universities from England, Australia n local college... I`v ask sedayah/UCSI about d contemporary music course, n d fees oni for d course is around RM75k for Bachelor Hon. Degree la... Including accommodation... Food... Laundry(If i`m lazy la... hehe^^)... etc, i think d expenses tat reach RM100k is not an impossible thing...

One of my fren asked about going to an U located in Middlesex, London wit d whole expenditure including course fees, food, accommodation etc(for Art n Design), cost around RM260k... Gosh!!! For a person like me living in an average financial family, hahaha... a BIG BIG number n an impossible thing for all me... Confused n can`t decide wat should i take for my further studies...

Music?
I admit tat i`m kinda mad about music n a little talent n sense about it(i noe it so i won`t deny it), but... It`s one of d almost most expensive course even though i`m very interested in it n wish to be either a music producer or a song/music writer or even an music editor rather than just a music teacher tat hav to teach a lot of students wit lots of parents` expectations towards their children without caring about their own feelings or interests... Almost without holidays even when d lesson falls on a public holiday wit fixed time... A lot of expectation of hoping to hav a very good student under u so tat u`ll hav more student but more tight time...

Psychology?
Erm... Just dunno... Afraid tat it`s just an interest for me, n just for curiosity... Bsides, it`s not easy to find a job tat suits tis profession... It`s oso quite expensive... Haha...^^

N d others, i dun hav d courage to think anymore... I`m a person tat kinda stick to d status-quote n seldom risk something... Haha^^

But wat ever la... I noe tat God will make a way for me tat suits me. Well, u can say tat i`m an idiot or superstitious or anything but I AM, n i trust HIM... So wat?!

Hehehe... God bless...!^.^

STPM almost "keep skin" liao...

2 weeks of STPM had gone... Another 2 weeks of exam will be coming very very sooooon... Haiz...


After sitting for a few papers, I just can say that... Surely I`ll fail regarding to what I`ve gone through the last 2 weeks... Although at the really last minute I pick up my books & study, but I use a few days to START STUDYING all the Form 6 stuffs that takes one & a half year to study... So, I`ll definitely die liao... "Keep skin n Da bao"...

My secondary school life really ended after I finish all my exam subjects excluding the receiving STPM results day la... Just a blink of an eye, I`ve gone through 12 & a half years of school life start counting from primary school onwards... For further studies... I really don`t know...


So... I`ve prepared myself to take a very sucks STPM results that I`ve imagined, almost same as the condition when I receive my SPM results... 根本就是糟透了...


So, appreciate what you have now & don`t wait until you suffer like a Baka like me...

God bless you & me...!^.^

A Song Created By A Girl Who Passed Away...

Tis is a very touching n meaningful song written, created n sung by a girl to her boyfriend... She passed away bcoz of suffering a type of rare sickness...

Tis is oso a song introduced by someone special in my heart to me... V both like it very much, n now, i sincerely introduce to u n hope u`ll appreciate d person who accompany u n love u all d time... Dun regret oni when u realized u`v lost everything...

So, TAKE UR MOVE TODAY!!!^^

Hope u`ld b prosper all d time!=)

Just finished having discussion about 12 December n Christmas eve celebration stuff...

Wow... Although no need too much of my energy to do all things but still, as usual, i`ll make myself feel pressure about wat should i do n wat`s my responsibility for these stuffs... haha... Just like my style...

So v`v confirmed to do something different from d usual Christmas eve celebration... Well, i can`t tell u anything about tis mystery thing yet, but i`ll assure u`ll feel something meaningful in ur life... Well, some i can tell u r countdown, games, stories, songs, xchange present etc. all in charge by youths tis year...

N as for d 12 December, d old folks home of our church is having a fund raising dinner... V youths hav to perform a drama on tat day... Mayb is a brand new drama other den ... I need to hav some inspiration b4 anything starts... Or... somebody... who has any experience about a meaningful drama?^.^

But still, hav to sit for STPM during d same time...

Hah... Kampateh!!! p(^.^)q
i said to myself...

D biggest durian tat i ever seen!!!

Do u ever see a big durian tat it`s ratio is same or biggger den ur head?!

Well, today when i woke up, i saw it... when i woke up, i`m still dizzy at beginning, but when i saw tis big thing, i get woke up wit fully charged energy!!!

Gosh!!! wat on earth is tis?! i was surprised n amazed wit tis big fellow...!!!

well, it`s not a problem for my bro or i to eat tis thing alone... hahaha...

Sorry guys, at least u hav d opportunity to hav a look on tis big one...

:-P

Hav 2 go now... start our durian meal... Itatakimas!!!^^

End of School Life......

6 November 2009~~
D school graduation ceremony had finally come to an end... Performance... class T-shirt... frenz... school n etc. came out from my mind suddenly... I wonder, wat i`v done for these 6 years, especially form 6... 2morrow or can b said as 2day, v`ll sit for d MUET exam... N after tat, STPM exam is waiting for us very very soon...

I didn`t cry like i used to b when i`m studying form 5 but still, i`m quite kind of can`t letting go feelings... Well, i can`t let go a lot of things no matter wat bcoz i very appreciate n took serious towards all of it...

After listening to some VIP speeches n receiving certificates, v hav our performance... My own performance today is quite sucks... Hah... such a long long time didn`t manage my life,especially my music life... So v sang Auld Lang Syne in d end n all d school leavers thanked d teachers for their teaching n i saw a lot of ppl cried... Y? y i didn`t...? such a long long time didn`t cry but just can`t cry it out... Even some of my frenz challenged me tat i`ll surely cried but i didn`t... haha... Am i cool blooded...? Dunno...

v took a lot of photos after changing class T-shirt n den go for a lunch wit some frenz... These few days... or mayb a part of time bz solving tasks make me looked like a zombie... no feelings... no tears... no heart......

Haha... but still, thank God gave me an opportunity to get into form 6... letting me experience a lot of things...

I`m OK!!!^.^

Almost d end of my secondary school life...

One week and two days more for me to attend school before having a week off and sit for STPM... Almost one and a half year hav past away...

Except knowing some new friends from the other school--Sri Keledang and meeting again my old school friends who attended Form 6 as well, doing a few instruments performance in school, joined the basketball club and be one of the school team player that I`ve long wished before, joined back CF and school band... Go for a singing competition elimination although I know i`ll be eliminated in the 1st round, hangout with my friends having lunch here and there, go checking for informations about several hotels for our farewell diiner although it doesn`t workout in the end, busying on our own Form 6 T-shirt stuffs, going here and there no matter celebrating friends` birthday, going for a movie or dinner even supper...

The main thing is... I never study at all for this one and a half year... Haha... Honestly, I admit that I`m not toooo weak in study but the subject I`m studying now all are my weakest thing I think I won`t touch it if possible... All about business that make my head go round and round but at the end, nothing gained... Haiz... I`m quite disappointed with myself also cause I`m kind of some say "looser" in those business subjects... Seeing my friends getting better and better in their academics but I`m still wondering on the old place without any achievement...

Haha... I think... I better get myself back into music life after I finish my school life although I`m not the best musician... At least I know I`m more suitable and comfortable with music, and I LOVE it!!!^.^

音乐万岁！！！！！！

有些事，一转身就是一辈子

Great Instrumental Playing!!!^.^

Sushi King Promotion!!!

Well, i don`t know why I like Japanese food very much... I mean if possible, I can hav all 3 meals with all sushi... Japanese food, I LOVE it!!! Haha... Baka ne...^^

So after school, Pig God, Kailan, Shirley and me went to Ipoh Parade to attend our own "open ceremony"... The photos are taken when we`re there... 29 plates only, not much... Hahaha!!! Rm 2 x29=Rm 58++... Although all the sushi cost Rm 2 per plate but it`s still sort of expensive for students like us... Hmm...=.=

We met a kind family who help us to grab some of the limited sushi... Arrigato gozaymas!!! And our "快手-- Kailan" also grab a lot of delicious sushi with the speed of light!!! Sugui!!!^^

I`m quite enjoying it... Although the rice today taste a little sour cause the rice is done earlier so the chefs can make the sushi on time and the customer is waiting for the worthy sushi to be made... And there`s a new rule about the promotion-- Only 1 hour for you to enjoy this promotion... So you have to be quick or else, you`ll regret...^^

Tomorrow I maybe going to Sushi King, Kinta City to hav another round with my family since we`re around that area... Hehe...

Anyway, enjoy your sushi...! Eat as much as you can! Gambateh ne!!!^^

A deaf girl playing violin...

What do u want...?

给你讲一个故事， (大家要看喔!很发人省思) 我的母亲是个非常好的人，自小，我就看到她努力地维持一个家。她总是在清晨五时起床，煮一锅热腾腾的稀饭给父亲吃，因为父亲胃不好，早餐只能吃稀饭。 然後，还要煮一锅乾饭给孩子吃，因为孩子正在发育，需要吃乾饭，上学一天才不会饿。每个星期，母亲会把榻榻米搬出去晒，晒出暖暖的太阳香。 每天下午，母亲总是弯着腰，刷着锅子，我们家的锅子每一个都可以当镜子用，完全没有一点污垢。 晚上，她努力蹲在地上擦地板，一寸一寸仔细地擦拭，家里的地板比别人家的床头还乾净，打着赤脚也找不到一丝灰尘。我母亲是个认真辛劳的好女人。 然而，在我父亲的眼中，她却不是一个好伴侣.。我成长过程中，父亲不只一次地表示他在婚姻中的孤单，不被了解。我的父亲是个负责的男人。他不抽烟、不喝酒，工作认真，每天准时上下班，暑假还安排功课表，安排孩子们的作息，他是个尽责的父亲，督促孩子在功课上有所成就。他喜欢下棋、写书法，沉浸在古书的世界。 我的父亲是个好男人，在孩子们眼中，他就像天一样大，保护我们、教育我们。 只是，在我母亲的眼中，他也不是一个好伴侣，我成长的过程中，我经常看到母亲在院子的角落中，暗暗无声地掉泪。 父亲用语言，母亲用行动，表达了他们在婚姻中所面对的痛苦。成长的过程中，我看到、也听到父亲与母亲在婚姻中的无奈，也看到、感受到他们是如此好的男人与女人，他们值得一椿好婚姻。 可惜的是，父亲在世的岁月中，他们彼此的婚姻生活都在挫折中度过，而我，也一直在困惑中成长，我问自己：「两个好人为什麽没有好的婚姻？」 自以为是的付出 。

我长大後，进入婚姻，渐渐了解这个问题的答案。在婚姻的初期，我就像母亲一样，努力持家，努力地刷锅子、擦地板，认真地为自己的婚姻而努力。奇怪的是，我不快乐；看看我的先生，似乎他也不快乐。我心中想，大概是地板不够乾净，饭菜烧得不够好。 於是，我更努力擦地板，用心做饭。似乎，我们两个人还是不快乐。直到有一天，我正忙着擦地板时，先生说：「老婆，来陪我听一下音乐！」 我不悦地说：「没看到还有一大半的地方没有擦！」 这句话一说出口，我呆住了，好熟悉的一句话 在我父亲母亲的婚姻中，母亲也经常这样对父亲说。我正在重演父母亲的婚姻，也重复他们在婚姻中的不快乐。 有一些领悟出现在我的心中。「你要的是？」我停下手边的工作，看着先生，想到我父亲.....他一直在婚姻中得不到他要的陪伴，母亲刷锅子的时间都比陪他的时间长。不断地做家事，是母亲维持婚姻的方法，她给父亲一个乾净的家，却从未陪伴他，她忙着做家事，她用她的方法在爱父亲，这个方法是「做家事」。而我，我也用我的方法在爱着我的先生。我的方法也是母亲的方法，我的婚姻好像也在走向同一个故事「两个好人却没有好婚姻。」 我的领悟使我做了不一样的选择。停下手边的工作，坐到先生的身边，陪他听音乐，远远地看着地上擦地板的抹布，像是看着母亲的命运。我问先生：「你需要什麽？」 「我需要陪我听听音乐，家里脏一点没关系呀，以後帮请个佣人，就可以陪我了！」先生说。 「我以为你需要家里乾净，有人煮饭给你吃，有人为你洗衣服.....」我一口气说了一串应该是他需要的事。 「那些都是次要的呀！」先生说。「我最希望你陪陪我。」 原来我作了许多白工，这个结果实在令我大吃一惊。我们继续分享彼此的需要，才发现他也做了不少白工，我们都用自己的方式在爱对方，而不是对方的方式。 幸福的路径 自此以後，我列了一张先生的需要表，把它放在书桌前，他也列了一张我的需求表，放在他的书桌前。 洋洋十几项的需求，像是有空陪对方听音乐、有机会抱抱对方、每天早上kiss拜拜。 有些项目比较容易做到，有些项目比较难，像是「听我说话，不要给建议。」这是先生的需要。如果我给他建议，他说他会觉得自己像笨蛋。我想，这真是男人的面子问题。我也学着不给建议，除非他问我，否则我就只是倾听，顺服到底，连走错路时也一样。 这对我实在是一条不容易学习的路，不过，比擦地板要轻松多了，而我们在需求的满足中，婚姻也愈来愈有活力。在我累的时候，我就选择一些容易的项目做，像是「放一首放松音乐」，自己有力气的时候就规划「一次外地旅游」这样的事情。有趣的是，「到植物园散步」是我们的共同项目、共同需求，每次婚姻有争吵，去到植物园，总能安慰彼此的心灵。其实，这也可想而知，原本我们就是因为对植物园的喜爱而相知相惜，一起走入婚姻，回到园子就会回到多年前彼此相爱的心情。 问对方：「你要什麽？」这句话开启了婚姻另一个幸福之路。两个好人终於走上幸福之路。现在，我也知道父母亲的婚姻为何无法幸福，他们都太执着用「自己」的方法爱对方，而不是用「对方」的方式爱另一半。自己累得半死，对方还感受不到，最後面对婚姻的期待，也就灰心而死了。既然上帝创造婚姻，我想，每个人都值得拥有一个好婚姻，只要方法用对，作「对方要的！」而非自己「想给的！」 好婚姻，绝对是可预期的 "七件武器，七种完美" 立刻体验！

Adopted from: 信义青年网

Life... Sucks...

Ha... d STPM trial had just finished last Friday... Well tis week almost all d papers were given back edi, n d results i get... is... Erm, u can get it if u saw me lately...

Well, mayb some of u thought tat i`m good in studies but i hav 2 say tat actually, i`m very weak towards study... i remembered tat when i`m still 6 years old, when i was sitting 4 d Chinese exam... i can`t even remember or write out some simple words such as 起，走 etc... when almost all my frens had passed up their paper, but im still sitting there... keep refreshing my memory... keep refreshing n refreshing... At d end of tis, i finally silently open my text book 2 look 4 d answer but i was caught... I`m trying 2 say tat, i`m actually a weak learner n kind of dump...

I hav 2 say tat sometimes my memory is very good tat can memorize a lot of things but most of d time... i`m like suffering from amnesia... Mayb... Just mayb, it`s coz through some accidents when i`m still riding a motorcycle... I`m lucky n grateful tat i didn`t die in d accident but later, i found tat my memory is reducing or weakening... But i can`t blame anyone or anything else but myself...

N all d way from primary school 2 form 5, i can say tat i didn`t actually do a lot of revision or reading some notes or text books when i`m having any academic exam but just using my 小聪明 or mayb some kind of sense 2 achieve wat i hav until 2day...

When i met wit something i hate or something i `m lack of interest, i won`t touch it... A very good example is my subjects i`m studying now... Economics tat i can`t memorize d key words n methods or formats, Pengajian Perniagaan wit a lot of business stuff tooo, accounts tat i always can`t understand n confused all d time n General paper tat has very wide general information n knowledge about governments, cabinets, laws, other countries stuff etc oni in d 1st paper n d 2nd paper consists of drawing graphs wit alot of rules u hav 2 follow, write a few of short essays n long essay tat u hav 2 reach or giv d point of view or ideas tat exist in their answer in their marking answer sheet...

Wat`s tis??? I hate tis n sometimes, i hate being tied up without freedom doing something i really dun wan 2 do... Tat`s y i totally giv up on my studies in form 6 tat r all about business oni... I like 2 write something freely... songs, passages, my own articles n much more...... but i dun think tat tis can happen in my life...

Ha... tat`s Life...

SMS from my fren...^^

Just wan 2 share something written n sent by my fren~ 艳芳...

没有后悔一起过，因当中也有快乐... 不需要后悔... 珍惜是唯一能做... 不可否认我放不下，我不会否认，我不需要骗自己... 放不下不是丑事，只是证明重感情。

人的一生最多也是几十年... 笑着过比较轻松... 虽然有时会因为一些事情不开心... 总不能苦着脸吧？不变苦瓜脸也会生皱纹... 笑笑吧...

When i look at both of these sms... i noe i hav 2 do something... Coz i noe i used 2 b like tat... Haha... Well, although d language is quite "cake", but they`r very meaningful 2 me...

Cheers n God bless!^^

Malaysia "BOLEH"!!!

Malaysia Boleh!!!

《Grace, Blessed》... Fine~

Finally, d drama was performed on 30 August 2009 watched by over 1000 ppl in Luther Centre... Well b4 i say anything, i hav 2 say tat d sound is quite unsatisfied but we`v do our best... But anyway i`m still grateful about tis opportunity or i`ld say d God`s grace n miracle giving us a chance 2 stand on d stage... Coz u`ll never noe, whether u hav another chance again 2 stand on d stage in d future...

I won`t forget wat we`v been through 2gather... Learning n discussing about d dance n clothes etc... Practise until midnight almost all d time especially d week b4 d drama until i missed my appointment wit my frens eating steamboat at MP (Sorry guys, tis drama is more important den anything else...)... V all noe tat we`v put all our efforts in tis drama... It`s an very unforgettable, indescribable experience 4 me... I cried when d celebration ended coz i`m truly amazed n impressed about wat i`v been through n wat i`v saw during d whole celebration... N tis is d 1st time i do musical drama wit songs i wrote by myself except d Amazing Grace... My feelings wit complicated thoughts, n my tears just automatically rolled out from my eyes... I remembered tat i start spending my time writing drama songs instead of listening 2 wat`s teachers teaching when d drama discussed n set wit d theme 《Grace, Blessed》 n then started planning...

I hav 2 admit tat i`v missed counted something when v hav a rehearsal on d real stage... There is a grand on d stage n wireless mic provided but i didn`t figure d other way by playing d drama live instead of using d low quality sound recording (Tis is wat d pros hav said... Haha^^)... Well 4 ur information, d sound is recorded wit tape 1st, den v used cam cord 2 record d sound again through playing d tape... When d recording is done, v put d recorded sound into d computer 2 convert d sound 2 mp3 format n burn into a CD-R... So i think u can imagine how d sound work like... I should hav think about performing d drama live using mic n piano but i just missed tis thought... Sorry... I messed up d drama...

But anyway, thx 2 all who joined tis drama n of course who giv comments or anything else 2 make d drama performed successfully... Thx, guys... :)

Hope will hav another chance 2 do another musical drama again... Next time...... God bless 2 all of u n hav a blessed day... :)

Our Drama Group n "All Home Prosperity"

Finally... yesterday was d last day gathering 2gether 2 practice our drama... 2day, v`ll rest n make d last preparation 4 d drama...

After having a limited time practicing tis drama wit different stage... 2 me, they r all very great n professional! Sugui ne!^^

家杰哥，慧君姐，美仪姐，美婵姐，阿哲，碧华，碧玉，采宜，采虹，妍雯，翔翔 n 家晃... TQ 2 u all!!! U all r d best!!! Last but not least, i oso like 2 thank 2 guys--Jeremiah(汉霖) n Eric(文汉) tat stay in KL n willing 2 participate in tis drama without any practice yet... :-P

N thx 2 Ps. Calvin, Ps. Linda n Ps. Choy Leng tat helped a lot in tis drama...

On d 30 August, v`ll hav a full rehearsal regarding 2wards d celebration on tat night in d afternoon n will present our drama at tat night... Hah... quite nervous n excited coz tat`s d day v represent our church 2 go 2 KL 2 perform our drama!!!

May God bless u all n thx again!!! Kambateh ne!!!^^

Holidays hav come...

Yeah......!!! Finally, d one`week school holiday started le... Although still hav 2 concentrate on d drama coz still ONE WEEK time b4 d performance, but still, i can fully concentrate on d drama d whole week le... Hehehe...

Last Saturday, my frens--Ernest n Derreck came back from Jerentut, Pahang n stay one night wit Joel n me... Well, since both of my parents hav gone back 2 Penang, v play computer games n PSP 4 d whole night... SYOK!!! but of course, it`s very tiring n exhausting...

Finally, d drama is permitted by Ps. Linda i oso think tat it`s really better den mine... Thx guys...^^ N 2day, i`ll go 2 KL 2 checkout d stage v`ll b presenting our drama coz i`v saw d stage plan n some photoes... I`m really amazed... N i purposely go there just 2 make sure d drama can run smoothly tat day coz there r no rehearsel b4 d performance except once v all hav a full rehearsel tat can`t make changes or stop d dram if there`s a problem coz they wan 2 count d time used in d whole programme on tat day... Hmmm...

but anyway, i`m still bz n didn`t touch any books yet although d trial test is just around d corner... Quite pressure n nervous... Haiz...^^

Kampateh!!! ADD OIL!!! 加油!!! BERUSAHA LAGI!!! Y(^.^)Y

越来越多事情发生了...

好不容易挨过了钢琴考试，又要专注在音乐剧的工作上了... 呵呵...有时常别人说“你好忙喔...”“大忙人...！”或其他的... 结果尤其是最近，都觉得有点透不过气来... 我知道我是能继续下去的，但好像感觉上... 由于太多事务要完成而变得有点懒惰了... 嘻嘻嘻...

昨天也是差不多忙碌了一整天... 从早到旁晚，都忙着音乐剧的大小事务... 因为昨天是 Ps. Linda as d performance commitee member 来教会考察我们的音乐剧... 这件事让我感到蛮紧张的，因为这段时间所预备的一切都要被“打分”了，或说得不好听一点就是被批评咯(当然也不至于酱夸张啦)... 哈哈...^^

不过说真的，这次的 task 也蛮考我一下的... 整个音乐剧的 duration 只有大约十分钟左右，而且那个台又超宽的... (嗳，能容纳以前人的礼堂耶!) WALAU A...! 好象是第一次遇到酱的东东，而且还是要去到 KL 表演，而且还是马来西亚信义会里北教区的唯一一个节目... 有点身负重任的压力，哈哈...^^

虽然以我的立场来说，我是不会妥协去继续下去的... 不过始终都只是我自己一个人的感受，不能随便发牢骚或罢工吧... 但我的神经特别大条，所以唯有还是静下来想办法咯... 虽然我承认我有点想哭的感觉，但也没哭出来... 毕竟呕心沥血的作品虽然不至于被说到一文不值，但多多少少也会有一股失望的挫折感... 说起来，我也好久没哭了... 有点想念哭泣的释放与感觉... 你可以笑我酱一个男生还想哭泣，但我想我只会对着你傻笑吧...^^

不论怎样，d show must go on... 呼... sakit kepala again coz need 2 do some arrangements about d drama... 过后，国庆日完毕后就是 STPM trial exam 了... Aaarrrgggg...!!! "Wa jin jia si beh tahan la...!!!"

Ps: tis is just some of my sharing... 我也只是想发泄一下罢了啦...^^

我在这里也要谢谢全体演员兼工作人员... 他们有家杰哥、 慧君姐、 美仪姐、美蝉姐、阿哲、 碧华、碧玉、采宜、采虹、妍雯、翔翔、家晃、汉霖和 Eric... God bless n Kampate neh!!!^^

Back to school life

After skipping a few days from class... Finally... I still hav 2 return 2 my school life after d practice n d exam... Haiz...

Kind of boring d whole day... Just "old vegetable", Sis. Shirley/ Lisa n me accompanying each other in d class... d others like pig god, kailan, ah bao n Edward r all skipping from school... Orz```...

D environment d weather is quite stuffy n 焗 especially in our class... U can feel d heat surrounds u making u feel uncomfortable... Wat a hot day especially 4 a big size guy like me...^^

Well... although a few teachers "teaching wit oni their mouth" or can b said as "讲"课 tat really just read out all d notes or information tat was printed in d text book... Gosh, if teaching is soooo easy n no other things 2 do except read out from text books, i rally prefer studying at home by myself...

Do anyone went 2 a school tat need 2 do "senang diri"..."rehatkan diri"..."sedia"... there must b sound prodeced when u step ur foot onto d ground n so on b4 v d national, state n school song can b played? Well, welcome 2 SMK Menglembu... Yesterday i just found out tat our school was "adopted" by police authorities n police officers from now on will often come 2 school 2 hav a look or control towards d discipline problem in d school... OMG!!!

I noe tat d discipline problems often occurred in d school since my school isn`t any famous school n there r a lot of gangster or samseng in d school, but pls la... Hey, police officers controlling or giving judgement/punishment towards discipline problems or even later, mayb patrolling in d school compound 2 "维持次序" lol... Man, it`s sure cool enough when i tell my other frenz about tis but it`s kind of hard accepting wat d decisions d school authorities hav made 2 make our school bcome a "better" school... N some more, whenever there`s a meeting between teachers or PKs or HM, oni HM do d talking all d way until d meeting ended... Just think about it...

I noe tat when u`r on top of everyone else is very very "syok" tat everyone has 2 hear ur command, but as a leader like tat... 呸!!! A very weak selfish leader oni doing one man show/talking n trying 2 make d school bcoming a "better" school n get a reward of managing d school as GOOD as he can...

How can i stay in a school like THAT......? i dunno... quite regret tat i take my form 6 in my old school tat looks "keep going better"... Haiz...... Luckily i just still need 2 wait 4 a few months 2 free from tis school... Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.................!!!!!!!!!!

I`d like 2 say sorry 2 everyone who read tis blog... well i try my best not 2 use foul words but still i hav 2 speak out my anger n stress, it won`t help or change anything though...

Well, cheer up...^^
Even though u`r in a very very bad or even worse situation... I`m sure GOD will b wit u just like He always do...

God bless!!!^.^

After d BIG EGO...

Well... 2day is d judgement day 4 my piano life...

Hmm... D guy stand next 2 me is my examiner, Mr. McBernie... His d ex-Chief Examiner... Wow... i never thought about tat, u noe... But i can tell u tat his`s a very very nice guy...

To me... My playing 2day can b concluded =>>very very sucks... Nervous all d time n often breakdown coz cannot concentrate well...

Haiz... still bother about wat had happened 2 years ago... i wonder... whether am i d one who coz my father 2 suffer from heart attack(Although it`s just a minor one...) after hearing my shocking result... i remembered tat when i told him about d result i get, his face was very very disappointed... i understand tat coz i failed d DipLCM exam just bcoz of losing 3 POINTS!!!

I hav 2 clearify tat won`t blame anyone 4 d previous or this exam coz it`s my life... N i hav full responsibility taking good care of my own life...

Although i can estimate tat my result won`t b very good... Buty i`m still looking forward towards wat i`v achieve in tis exam... After tis, i`ll oso being bz about d drama tat should b performed on 30 August... Another BIG EGO is coming... Tat`s wat i`m trying 2 say...

Hope tat i`ll bcome thinner after tat... Hahahahaha!!!^^
Cheers... God bless...

Bz weekends...

Well, i can say tat d bziest days in a week r Saturday n Sunday... fully booked except Sunday night... i now realize about d activities i hav in weekends... =.=```...

Hmmm... although it`s exhausting but 2 me, it`s worth it...^^

These few weeks, everybody is bz preparing a musical drama presented by d youth members n some "曾经年轻" youth members in my church... Hahaha, dun beat me o... ^o^

30 August 2009...

Another very important day... tat`s d day 4 all of us 2 present d drama... well honestly, tis is d 1st time 4 us presenting musical drama with some dancing(not include normal drama lah...)... i admit tat there r a lot of problem occured, including a "曾经年轻" member who always 脚抽筋(Hehehehe :-P)... not enough time since v can oni practise at weekends wit limited time n lots more... So i understand tat lots of problem occured... Haiz... sakit kepala......

But thank God tat after a trial of playing d whole drama, d result is quite good. I admit tat i`m some kind of perfectionist n always do something using my own way, in spite of criticizing d disadvantage or something tat didn`t reach my own standard, they really really done a very very good job after all d hard work v`v gone through...

THANK YOU very very muchie!!!!!!^^

Add oil until d drama or d real big ego ended!!! Kampateh neh!!!

i`m sure GOD will b wit us n bless us!!!

7 Aug 2009...

It`s just another day... Skipping school n go 2 studio n practise... Kind of boring practising piano from morning 2 afternoon... Well... I hav my lunch at kfc n after tat i played a few driving games which hav 2 put tokens into 2 machine... b4 tat, my head is aching but after playing d games n relax... i`m extremely fine edi... haha...^^

when i went back 2 studio, i started my practise again n again... den when tek yi reached there, i started 2 play his phone... lol... quite disappointed 2wards myself... haiz... =.=```...

N finally, i went 2 k-kai wit my mum n bro... their eating look is quite funny... Hahaha... but d cost is really really very cheap there... well, exclude d ingredients tat didn`t exist there n poor service or something else... i`m very satisfy about d meal 2night... Hehehehehehe...^.^

until now... quite sleepy n exhausted but a little bit dun wan 2 sleep... N i hav 2 teach music n continue 2 pratise piano 2morrow early morning... sometimes, i felt quite hesitated about teaching n teaching although i like it very much... hahaha...

my LIFE... haiz......^^

D judgement day......

12 of August... Morning around 11 something... At Joyous Music Centre 1st floor...

Tat day is my judgement day... Arrrgggghhh......!!! It`s d time i hav 2 sit my ALCM exam... Since i`v gone through once failure 2 years ago, i hav lots of worries... Can i pass d exam? am i ready 4 tis? Wat should i do? Y my playing is stilllllll sucks? Is my preparation enough 4 tis coming soon big ego?

a lot of question n pressure from myself although my parents or teachers didn`t giv me pressure... But i can call back my memory when i told my dad about my failed result in DipLCM at tat time... Well, tis is kind of painful 2me oso... I`v failed... I`v failed in my most loved, most confident music...

N now, tis is another opportunity... Hmm... Can i do it?

I really dunno...............................................................