Ha... d STPM trial had just finished last Friday... Well tis week almost all d papers were given back edi, n d results i get... is... Erm, u can get it if u saw me lately...
Well, mayb some of u thought tat i`m good in studies but i hav 2 say tat actually, i`m very weak towards study... i remembered tat when i`m still 6 years old, when i was sitting 4 d Chinese exam... i can`t even remember or write out some simple words such as 起，走 etc... when almost all my frens had passed up their paper, but im still sitting there... keep refreshing my memory... keep refreshing n refreshing... At d end of tis, i finally silently open my text book 2 look 4 d answer but i was caught... I`m trying 2 say tat, i`m actually a weak learner n kind of dump...
I hav 2 say tat sometimes my memory is very good tat can memorize a lot of things but most of d time... i`m like suffering from amnesia... Mayb... Just mayb, it`s coz through some accidents when i`m still riding a motorcycle... I`m lucky n grateful tat i didn`t die in d accident but later, i found tat my memory is reducing or weakening... But i can`t blame anyone or anything else but myself...
N all d way from primary school 2 form 5, i can say tat i didn`t actually do a lot of revision or reading some notes or text books when i`m having any academic exam but just using my 小聪明 or mayb some kind of sense 2 achieve wat i hav until 2day...
When i met wit something i hate or something i `m lack of interest, i won`t touch it... A very good example is my subjects i`m studying now... Economics tat i can`t memorize d key words n methods or formats, Pengajian Perniagaan wit a lot of business stuff tooo, accounts tat i always can`t understand n confused all d time n General paper tat has very wide general information n knowledge about governments, cabinets, laws, other countries stuff etc oni in d 1st paper n d 2nd paper consists of drawing graphs wit alot of rules u hav 2 follow, write a few of short essays n long essay tat u hav 2 reach or giv d point of view or ideas tat exist in their answer in their marking answer sheet...
Wat`s tis??? I hate tis n sometimes, i hate being tied up without freedom doing something i really dun wan 2 do... Tat`s y i totally giv up on my studies in form 6 tat r all about business oni... I like 2 write something freely... songs, passages, my own articles n much more...... but i dun think tat tis can happen in my life...
Ha... tat`s Life...
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