Celebrating Mother`s Day Without Mom`s Around...

As we all know, last Sunday is Mother`s Day... Pig Weng, Kailan, Jeremiah and me went to 1Utama cause Pig Weng need to submit a vacancy form and wait for them to call him for interview... Actually we expected that on the spot, he can go for interview already cause he`s well prepared on that day... So finally, we wonder around some part of 1U and went meet Pug Weng`s mom at a steamboat shop including Pig Weng`s sister, his mom`s friends and workers and have dinner together...

Well, maybe is because of seeing both Pig Weng and his sister often take some food for their mom since she`s always letting other people to take the food first... Maybe to you is a normal thing, but to me, it`s full of love and caring and thanksgiving hidden inside their action... And the other thing is, in the morning, I`ve joined the Bangsar Chinese worship and Pastor Naomi give us a time to think about the things our parents have done for us that make us can hardly forget about it after she had preached about Moses mother... Well, I had a hard feeling while being there hearing the message and think about my parents... And My tears just silently fall down......

Back to the steamboat shop, we ate until around 9pm and we go to Pig Weng`s mom`s massage shop and rest at there... I don`t know how long we`ve been there resting at the shop but all I know is, I kept thinking about my parents and I kept silence almost the whole time there... My parents` marriage time is quite late... So my father had reached 58, a retire age for the government workers and after 6 years, my mom will be really retire from her job...

Sometimes, I just wondering that maybe I should stay around them as long as possible cause I`m just afraid that I, myself can`t have enough time to accompany them when they needed me cause I know deeply that my dad`s health condition is becoming worse and worse sometimes; and my mom, although she always live a healthy life but doesn`t mean that she`ll be strong enough to take care of herself and my dad... Maybe you`ll said that I`m like a person that putting curse towards my parents or a person that worries too much... But I can only tell you that, one of my thoughts or philosophy that I have is, I rather stay beside my parents than going out working like a jerk and just giving back part of their salary in stead of accompaniment...

I`m sorry if I offended you... Very sorry... I`m not criticising that working to earn more money is not a good thing after all, but to me, I just prefer staying in Ipoh... Staying beside them... And if something happened and I don`t have enough money, then I can say that this is the time to prove that putting your trust unto God and God will make a way with His will and preparation for anyone who trusts Him...

Have a nice day and as usual, God bless!!!^^